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Social anxiety alone in a crowd

Social Anxiety Stole My Friends

I can be gregarious at times, chatting up strangers, making groups of friends (if only for the night) and buying rounds for the bar. From the outside, it can be hard to believe that I suffer from crippling social anxiety. a time long forgotten I wasn't always this way. In college, I was as far … Continue reading Social Anxiety Stole My Friends

A box set up as a trap.

It’s Not a Mirage, It’s Self Sabotage

I'd have done very well as a trapper during the westward expansion. My skills of trapping and pattern tracking are unparalleled. Unfortunately, since it's 2019, I'm forced to stick to self-sabotage. I find myself in a prison of my own making far more often than I'd like to admit. I should be able to see … Continue reading It’s Not a Mirage, It’s Self Sabotage

I’m Sorry

I'm sorry I haven't written. I'm sorry I've been neglecting you. I'm sorry I never give you a break. I'm sorry I make you feel guilt all the time. I'm sorry I always want more from you. I'm sorry I forget that you're human I'm sorry I demand perfection. I'm sorry I haven't written.